Today (in the aftermath) - DIARY ENTRY

A Photo I Took on A Different Night Out

I set this up.

It was an accident. I was just trying to have fun and wear make-up and look new and wear the sombreros like everybody else. I was trying to do the right thing.

I was dancing in our ugly toilet and shouting about how cynical I am. Standing up in the middle of the meal to go and fix my lipstick, swaying. I ran over the cobbles in my high heels and skipped into the cold. I filled myself with the things of everybody else, and I let them take pictures.

While I ran, I held hands with my head. And next to hangover and sleep deprivation, I led my head through the night to the place that heads should never go.

This morning, breathless, I ordered fish oil capsules of amazon. The omega three will be good for my hair.